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MESSAGE FROM
MAYA OHM MAHATMA My Beloved Heart Lights, Before I begin, I would like to explain to you why I call you "Heart Lights." Many years ago, when I first awakened to My Path I wrote a song. I would like to share the words to that song here with you today: I AM THE LIGHT OF MY WORLD Within your Heart Center is the
Light of God . . . that Light which you ARE. And so . . . I call you Heart Lights. MY DESPAIR ON SUNDAY, JANUARY
23, 2005 As I perused these wondrous websites, I was in awe of all of the work these beautiful Light Servers have done. . . of the books they have published . . . of the channelings and insights they have shared over the years . . . of all of the countries they have traveled to, the seminars they have given and the hundreds of Light Seekers they have shared their Divine Beingness with. And . . . I cried . . . I had never felt more like a "failure" than I did yesterday. I looked back on all I have
done since I quit my $2500+/month job to embrace my Spiritual Path. I could have done all of this . . . but I didn't. Why? Steve sensed my despair and asked me what was wrong. Sobbing, I told him I was a failure and that maybe I should shut down all of my websites and go back to being a Loan Processor. At the time, Steve was at a loss for words. All he could say was "Ah . . . maybe you shouldn't have spent so much time reading through all of those websites." He knew that I needed to work through my feelings and it was best to just love me and be there for me if I asked him for input. MY AWAKENING ON MONDAY, JANUARY
24, 2005 He walked over towards the bathroom to turn off the light, thinking that I might go back to sleep. I could see him standing in the doorway, ready to turn the light off. Then, he turned to me and said: "You need to be strong, now.
With that . . . he left. As I lay in bed . . . alone, in the dark . . . memories began to flood in. I remembered how, ever since I was a young child, I had an overwhelming love for Jesus, and constantly prayed that I could live my life as Jesus taught . . . to strive to be like him. I remembered how one time,
while I was in the confessional, a young Irish Priest told me (Of course, at the time our school was rehearsing "The Song of Bernadette" and I thought he meant I was supposed to be a martyr . . . hehehehe . . . little did I know what God really had in store for me . . . or, should I say "what I had in store for me). I remembered the first time I channeled Nirih. It was quite a challenge for me because I realized that I "knew" everything Nirih was sharing with US. And, I kept thinking "they wouldn't listen to me if I told them this, but they DO listen when Nirih tells them." That's when I began to channel the Masters and Angels. But . . . I am NOT a Channel. Then . . . .I realized . . . Jesus was not a Channel. Siddhartha Buddha was not a Channel. None of the Great Master Teachers who chose to incarnate on Earth were Channels. Why? Because, when each of them began their "Ministries" they had already Awakened to their Oneness with All That IS. The insights and teachings they shared came from ALL That IS. I realized that the "Channeling" I did in the past was merely a Path . . . a tool to assist me with my Awakening so that I could be the Teacher and Visionary I prayed to be as a small child. . . So that I could live my life as Jesus lived his life . . . as Siddhartha lived his life . . . After several years of Channeling, I DID Awaken to my Oneness with All That IS. I was ecstatic! Several times I tried to explain to those who would listen that I was not a Channel . . . that the insights and Guidance I shared came to me because of my Oneness with All That IS. At the time no one seemed to understand what I was trying to say. And so, I continued to "pretend" that I was channeling information from the Masters and Angels . . . so they would feel more comfortable with the teachings, guidance and insights. In doing so . . . I was straying from my True Path . . . the Path of a Teacher and Visionary. In doing so, I was not honoring my commitment to live my life like Jesus. In my attempt to "BE" what others wanted me to "BE," I had given my Power away. Today, I realize that it is time to take my Power back and walk the Path I vowed to walk. And so, my Beloved Heart Lights
. . . whenever I share insights and Guidance as Maya Ohm Mahatma . . . I
am doing it as Maya Ohm Mahatma, Teacher and
Visionary . . . In retrospect, the clues were there for me. I simply wasn't ready to understand. I wasn't ready to stand tall and say "this is who I AM . . . and I can share much with you, if you are willing to listen." I AM READY . . . NOW I AM the Light of GOD.
And, of all of the teachings I will share with you until we have
Ascended, "YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF GOD. ALL THAT EXISTS IS THE LIGHT OF GOD. WE ARE THE LIGHT OF GOD. WE ARE ONE WITH ALL THAT IS." I love you Dearly. Namaste, Beloved Heart Lights. In Loving Service to The Oneness of US ALL. Maya Ohm Mahatma |
JANUARY 24, 2005